hi there.
i’m back after almost three years, though it does feel like i’ve been gone for even longer. i started this when i was…fourteen or fifteen, and proceeded to leave this for dust when i was eighteen. blink once, twice, thrice. i’m now twenty-one, an adult. time sure has sped past, so much has happened. where do i even begin?
i’ve graduated with my diploma, that was quite the achievement despite my horrible grades; quite the miracle really. took a gamble and further graduated with a specialist diploma, sounds fancy but its honestly anything but, essentially i spent a year studying for a useless paper that isn’t even recognized by universities nor jobs. the bright side of this gamble, was a job opportunity; my first full-time job. it wasn’t all sunshine and rainbows, yet sunny enough to bring me one step closer to my dream job of being a pilot, or really just working with the airport management or an airline of my desire. that was until covid-19 decided to destroy all industry sectors of course and burn my dreams of being a pilot to ashes.
its now august of possibly the worst year in recent history, i’ve left my job after one year and three months and i have slightly more than a month until my university starts. oh i almost forgot, i got to vote for the first time this year today, perks of being a january baby. the feeling of an adult, is the following of politics a lot more closely. and also the usual struggle of finding ways to earn the paycheck, finding a direction in life. the struggle that never ends.
whilst this was out collecting dust, i did continue my writings in my notes, and i moved to tumblr too because i thought a change would be better. unfortunately, my tumblr was pretty short-lived and i don’t have plans on reviving it – go figure. which makes me wonder why i’m reviving this; only reason i could think of is this being my first-born, my first home for my thoughts back then. many years of poor writings, rash emotions and fleeting memories are stored here, makes this even more special. will i be back for good? maybe, but i believe my writing style has somewhat matured a tad bit, which i hope is a good thing but i’ll see what it brings.
hi there, i’ve come home.
until the next post.
Her Mind 